Friday, October 10, 2008
song in her mind = TAKE A BOW from Rihanna
i cant believe you. how stupid i was to believe that youre willing to change for the best for our relationship. fooling around about my dignity. pretend to care. cant be bothered.
awak selalu malukan kiter depan family awak. kiter tak pernah ader niat jahat untok nak rumit kan masalah kiter berdua. tapi awak banyak kali buat masalah. walau macam maner pon, kiter selalu forgive but i will never forget. biler kiter bagi awak muker, awak pijak kepala kiter. bila kiter ckp pasal farhana, awak kater tak lah.. kiter tak ingat pasal dier pon. awak kejam! awak tipu. i just hope farhana's knows what you did to me. awak tahu ckp awak takkan tinggal kan kiter, tapi awak tgk!
im just making a fool of myself. stupid me listen to someone that has no feelings for me yet i still bother to care about him. WHY? bcos he brainwashed me not to do stupid stuff, taught me this and that. in the end, i still suffer and gain pain from his wrong doings.
why i cant even forget him, why do you bother making a princess for the day on my very 18th birthday? ITS BCOS OF THAT DAY MAKES ME SO DIFFICULT TO FORGET ABOUT YOU!
REZA , FI3. IM JUST CONFUSED!
Labels: the break up, the pain
7:57 PM
rant by yanny ♥